Current Mood: Extremely Happy

Current Song: Come What May - from Moulin Rouge

Yesterday I went to the cinema with my mother and sister and we saw Pride and Prejudice! *-* I really loved reading the book two years ago but the movie rules too! <3 I have to admit that Jane Austen is my favorite writter and that she always will be. Her books have such preety love storys and the characters have such strong personalities that it's impossible not to like them. I kind of review my self in some of the characters like the Elizabeths and Ema the are so much like me! (In other book that is called Sense and Sensibility there is another Elizabeth) ^^;

I don't know why I feel so happy, but I just feel like my heart is going to explode of happiness. My life isn't going that well and my marks are a little bit down for the usual but I feel like I'm floating arround like a cloud and that nothing makes me go down.. It's wicked o-o; When I said that things are not going that well I was talking about my family... My dad is totally mad at me becaus eof my marks even if the stil up from the 60% >>; He says "You have to study more and stop watching anime and reading manga!" and "If you don't get better marks you will have several punishments!". What he doesn't understands is that those words make me wanna everything but study. =P I dunno why but it works that way with me =D; Other thing that is wrong is the issues with my mother... They are getting even worse and I'm getting sick of them...

Anyway I feel so well ^^ You don't know but I don't have a boyfriend anymore x3 and I think it was the best thing to do. If 2 people don't love each other there isn't any motive to have a relationship... It looked like he loved me and I loved him but things changed and we are like strangers talking now... It's a little bit sad but ok ^^

I watched FFVII - AC ther other day and some episodes from Gundam SEED Destiny =3 I liked both and I can't wait for more episodes of GSD x3 I bought .hack//Infection yesterday and I still need to try it out ^-^ I will also play FFX when my sister decides to get out away from the TV x_x;

I think it's enough for today and I still have to change the skin and take Kai's button so, Bai bai!

Sakura-chan

Current Mood: Happy / Calm / Amused

Current Song: Cool - Gwen Stefani

 Sorry for not writting in such a very long time but it actually looks like when I really need I don't write.. At least I don't write here or about my life. o.o; This Christmas vacations were really good and I had lots of rest, and it makes me feel much more healthy. ^^ I think that I passed trought the depression that I was almost falling into...

 Since classes started me and my mother starting to argue a lot and my father doesn't helps, but specially my sister...-___-; She is always in the middle of the problems here at home, she is so SPOILED!!! And to help it all my classmates are always arguing, I never felt really well there but now it looks even more confuse and hateful... I have to start studying again and I can't even concentrate!!! It looks like everybody needs me now to help and to listen to their problems. Oh well... I think that's me "the one with who the others talk about their problems and that gives advices" ^^;

 I'm so glad that me and my cousin are just going along so well =3 I think that we are back the the old good times of our childhood when we did trusted each other and when we played and talked without any problem. ^__^ I would love to help her more than what I do right now but we live a lil bit far from each other so it's really hard to see her. .___. She has been really nice and patient with me and believe me she is an anime professional compared to me and explaining me charas and stuff is hard o-o; *me is a dumb*

 This week me and Andreia are really close again. She is a great friend but sometimes she really hurts me... I hope this time she keeps it nice or I will have to kick her ass and tell her that I'm sick of her attitudes. *needs to think positive* ><; Carolina surprised me today by coming to talk with me and Romeu (I hate this name >>;) she looks like she is having lots of problems with Catarina again... I won't lie now I'm sick of Catarina she thinks she is the queen of the world or something like that, I don't understand how can Carolina like her that much but it's not my business anyway..

 Today I felt I'm loved for my classmates, they were nice to me and Carolina told me that they felt that I was strange sometime ago. After that I have to recognize that they at least know that I'm alive and that think about me. I have to recognize I have a big need of attention, specially in school. o-o;

 I would like to know what is happening with Misao.. Girl I can't guess what's going on and I've told you millions of time that you make me worry more when I don't know what's going on then when you tell me! I MISS YOU!!! I don't see her since Anipop...She is my bestfriend and she changed so much in one year.. I just want to see her to make her open her mind, heart and soul which is something she doesn't do in a long time. *kidnaps her to make her do it*

 I made a very special day during this holidays Lina/Anna-chan. =^-^= She is luff! I'm really sad about not seeing her online that much now, but I can't come earlier .____. I will send a her a sms later and one to Nicah too. ^^

 I don't phone or really talk with her in a long time and that makes me feel sad because she is one of my bestfriends and I swear that I will do my best to find a way to meet her personally. That is one of my life objectives! ^^

Just 2 pics related with today:

Kairi from Kingdom of Hearts, my new character, that Rosette-chan introduced me and the second one is Naminé her character. Kairi and Naminé are a part of each other. ^^
Kairi
Naminé

Bai bai =3

Sakura-chan

Current Mood: Relaxed
Current Song: Cool - Gwen Stefani

I will change the blog name, url and set today ^-^ (stupid button >> I have to do it again...) I think I need this changes to make me feel comfortable while everything looks dangerous arround me.. I would like to go away from here and stay alone for a few days or something. It would make me feel much better. ^^

This last days there were many problems that made me lose many important things and see some good things too. I can't forget the ones that supported me all this time and that made me smile like Nicah-chan did with her sweet and cute PM's, even without knowing what was going on. And my precious Tomoyo-Chan, that even having her own Catarina causing troble helped me a lot and cheered me up in the hardest moments! And I can't forget someone that I love and that loves me, that sometimes I don't understand but has always a sweet word and that cares about me..I LOVE YOU!

I don't understand me and someone's, our relationship is weird.. It looked like he tryed to show me he was sick of me (like I was about him ^^;) but when I said his attitude was annoying me he stopped. o.o; This days Andreia and Mariana started to come with us and he doesn't seems to like that... I thought he would like Mariana to come with us but he doesn't..I'm afraid he doesn't loves her anymore, and if he doesn't everything is ruined..x_x; It looks like he wants to tell me something and then he looks at them and doesn't says anything. The only word in my mind about that is weird. Oo; 

I had a damned lucky with the tests. I got very good marks without working. That is good but is also a bad sign because I will let the marks go down in this row of tests I know it! And it's happening!!! I will have a very bad mark in Chemistry and it was my best mark (96%). -__-; I hope my father understands that I'm not the best student in class and that it was pure luck.. I'm losing the track of some important subjects like maths and I don't know nothing about the portuguese verbs x_x. (I HATE THE PORTUGUESE TEACHER!!!!!!)

Current Mood: Blushing and Happy ^_________^
Current Song: The Hell Song - Sum 41

I was really down today but now I feel really good thanks to Selina-san! I luv you Auntie you are the best auntie I have!!! (I love the other aunties too of course!) *hugs tightly* You are helping me so much and making me blush too!! ^/////^ You see everything in a positive way for me! I hope you feel better soon... .____. I will hope for you too because you deserve to be happy! You are awsome! =3

Current Mood: Fine ^-^
Current Song: You're Beautiful - James Blunt

I feel good today.. ^^ My life is having a lot of changes right now: Tomoyo-Chan and I are closer again, I'm falling in love with a friend I was trying to make go out with other, Morais and I are back to the big conversations, I don't talk much with the someone I talked a lot before, I don't really need My cousin, my parents are driving me crazy and many others things..

SORRY!!! I didn't updated my blog during last month because I had lots of things to do.. I hope you forgive me you great blog reader (aren't we all? just when we are bored i know XD)!!!

It's been a week since a 5 gypsies tryed to steal our mobiles and watches. I was with 2 friends waiting for another one in the front door and they simply came with those conversations about "What time is it? Can you borrow me your mobile?" thanks to God Tomoyo-chan's older sister was there and then they left us..The most strange to me was that I wasn't scared..o.o I was just surprised because they were already opening my schoolbag.

Note: They were 2 guys and 3 girls and I was with 2 boys and we were waiting for another one.

Here I'm again! I guess I'm doing what i promissed!

I try to look happy but I'm feeling so empty... I hate to feel this... I guess this ia the worst feeling I've ever had... I never felt any lonliness that make me fell this way even if i think lonliness is worse for some people...
I got to fight this with all my strenght. It's so hard... I don't know why this feeling came this time... Did i knew the other times? I didn't felt it in months and now is back...I got to learn
how to avoid it. *cheers myself up* Better times will come *thinks positive*

I got awsome friends I got to be happy! They don't deserve to see me this way!
Nicah-chan is going to send me something i can't wait to see what it is! X3
And I'm going to send Risa-chan a letter!^^ I got to finish it!!! I really don't know many things to say..^^; I hope she like it!

Misao sometimes worries me.. She shouldn't keep all her problems to herself, I'm here for you, you know that! *cheers Misao*

Geoff is back to TK. The first time i saw he was back he was always outposting my niece. XP Poor Inochi. We can't stay for too long playing together in 'All the People' because we almost argue X_x I'm sick of telling him that he should listen to people sometimes... but it's ok it's him not me.>>

I'm kinda of disapointed with HellSpawn... He seems to be different from the usual onii-chan he used to be.. He is trying to do changes in AS that i don't understand.. I guess he will destroy it if he made all those ideas real.. And he said that members ideas don't count! the forums are made for the members! Not just for the admins and mods! Members are the most important part of a forum you should listen to them!

It's all for now! I hope you like my blog and don't think that it's annoyinh if it gets annoying warm me! I wanna hear you!
Bai Bai ^^

Sakura-chan

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